Back in LA

So I'm back in LA. After 4.5 years of making sure I was never back for more than two weeks, I'm here and I'm staying for 7 weeks. Some scary shit, really. But I'm also really glad for it, as well. I don't keep in touch with many high school friends, but the ones that I do mean a lot to me.

I'm looking forward to partying it up in LA because I've never really had the opportunity to do that. When I left it was a hazy, dark place for me and I swore that I hated the entire state of California.

I was at a party yesterday with a bunch of Los Angeles-based actors and I realized that the city was not what I remembered it to be. There were people here just trying to make it like me. They had lives, and friends and simple things that made them smile or laugh. And I had actually managed to go my entire life thinking that LA was devoid of that simple humanity.

I'm also glad because tomorrow I get to see Jeff. Yeah, he actually returned my calls! I've thought about him a lot since we broke up back in May, mostly because I didn't really want to break it off... just couldn't do the long distance thing. I'm really excited actually! He wants to see Chronicles of Narnia, which I've already seen but I'm willing to watch it again if he wants to. However, I'm going to try to goad him into watching King Kong instead since I'm dying to see that. And hopefully we'll watch Naruto episodes 129-135 as well. AND he's going to show me his first print work in Non-no magazine. I'm sure he looks hot in it. Can't wait! Really can't wait. Yay. Ok, I'm done.