Fuck You.

Fuck you for ruining this for me, my last semester in my new home.
Fuck you for tearing me down as I built myself up.
Fuck you for making me feel like nothing I did was ever good enough.
Fuck you for the way you saw me with your goddamn eyes.
Fuck you for looking at other guys and thinking they were so much better.
Fuck you for never giving me any credit, for never acknowledging me.
Fuck you for telling me I could handle it on my own.
Fuck you for putting those thoughts in my head--the ones that would have me end it.
Fuck you for eating away at my insides as I struggled to make the outside beautiful to hide my pain.
Fuck you for the sleep you took away.
I let you sit beside me every night, and teach me to hate myself.
Was a pill all it was to make you go away? I feel...
Sick.
Never.
Never again.
Never again will I let you have me.
I will tear your head off if you come near me.