I want to be okay with it. I really do. But I can't talk to him right now because I don't understand everything yet. In my heart, I know that things ended up the way they were supposed to and that it should've gotten to that point a lot sooner. I read his blog. Not HIM, the other one...
And I felt in my chest, the old me crawling out to beat me down again. But it didn't. He doesn't exist the way that he used to anymore. It doesn't really hurt anymore, but even though... it's still not yet safe.
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