I guess I'm cookie dough.

You know I've hit philosophical rock bottom when I start taking advice from Buffy the Vampire Slayer, but well... here goes.

I watched the last episode of the entire series yesterday (which I'm sad about cuz it's over). But anyway, so Buffy is talking about her dating history and how it sucks and she can never keep anyone around. She makes the analogy that she's cookie dough,and I guess I am too.

I'm not done baking. One day there'll be cookies and I'll be good for someone, but until then I'm just not ready. I have to focus on finding out who I'm going to be and how to become that person. And I think I'm okay with that, you know? It's not so bad, I mean... I eat cookie dough. You just can't have too much of it cuz there's raw egg in that shit. It's still good.

Yeah, I know. I sound like an idiot, I'm sure. But just you wait. One day I'll be cookies and I'll show you.